just a few minuntes ago i learned that my busmate in GS and HS, emanuel gabatin, died last feb 24 08.. and i am really in shock! he was one of those busmates of mine i considered as a kuya since he was also close to my real ate.. at 27 he's dead! grabe! shocking!
i remember he was really jolly and funny. like he does not have any care at all. i would almost always see him reading or studying even inside the school bus. in school i would see him surrounded by friends - always laughing. his waterloo - JERALDINE! shoot i till remember! he was so in love with this girl.. i wonder what happened to them? moving on..
a few weeks ago, i was thinking i would look him up since we live in the same village.. for old times sake.. i was planning to look up all my previous busmates and see what they were up to.. ahaha.. the ever sentimental freak in me.. and then i got busy with work and i had no time to do what i had planned.. and then this..
i can honestly say that the pain and the feeling of loss will NEVER fade away.. i am not being a bitch about this.. i have gone through this with my mom and that is - what 6 years ago! the pain will always be there.. there are days where the pain is unbearable and you would want to simply break down and cry.. and then there are days where you just know he / she is looking down at you with pride..
i hope i get to do what i planned - bringing together all my busmates... and i hope they still remember me! LOL..
to kuya emmanuel wherever you are.. till we meet again!
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